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Salt in the air.
The gentle breeze.
Your hand enveloping mine.
Laughter ringing out from the beach.
Picture perfect day.
I think.
I think I left my heart in Melbourne.
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I'm so thankful I met someone like you,
Someone who spoils me silly,
Someone who loves me unconditionally,
Someone who makes me feel incredibly blessed.
4 months ago, you cooked me breakfast.
4 months ago, you told me this was real,
And then you took my hand and placed it in yours,
And my world stopped spinning for a hundred seconds.
I don't want nobody else but you baby - you make me so happy :)
Happy 4 months <3
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| He's been gone for two days.
All I've been doing this morning is looking at all our photos over and over again.
And with every photo, I wish I could turn back time to the exact moment when we took each photo.
It doesn't help that my stupid iTunes keeps playing all these jiwang songs on shuffle.
I just don't know what to do with myself.
*sniffle*
I miss you.
Why'd you have to go? :(
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The airport was. Interesting.
I now have a love-hate relationship with it.
The boy leaving me was the hardest thing in the world.
Nothing could've prepared me for this - how my heart aches.
Tonight I couldn't stand the silence at home, and coming home to see his lip balm on my table.
I wasn't ready to let him go, no matter how much I thought I was.
It feels like only yesterday when we started talking, and some months later, he's gone.
Separation was inevitable, so why not spare each other the heartache and not get together in the first place?
Because he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
And he is worth every tear.
He's worth fighting for.
He's mine.
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| 10.01.10
The boy.
He's leaving on a jet plane.
Melbourne is truly taking away all those who are dear to me.
I wished and wished that time would slow down, but the day is finally here.
He's asleep in the next room, and in a couple of hours I need to send him to the airport.
The past two days have been a blur of activity but emotions are running all over the place.
I think this much crying should be illegal, but I cannot help it.
Even though he's still going to be in the same country and I can still fly over to visit him, it's the start of a new season.
It's the start of a season of being apart, but it's a season I wish would end ASAP, which in all reality it probably won't.
After Melbourne it's most likely Malaysia, and goodness knows how much I hate being so far away from him.
LDR's suck :(
Tonight my heart broke again and again and again.
I'll be okay, but right now I cannot sleep.
Right now I wish upon a falling star.
Right now...
I love you hun.
Come back soon.
xx
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